In the stillness remembering what we had But I can’t put my finger on where we went wrong How do I tell you that what we have is dead? Will you understand what I’m trying to tell you? Well of course you will…I know you feel the same way too I’ve spent my first half of life with you We grew up together I’ve witnessed you changing, not necessarily for the better But it’s vice versa with me…isn’t it? I love you but not the way a girlfriend should love her boyfriend I think we are too much alike and I regret it so much We know what it’s like to be rejected and hurt I agree that we avoid the topic of breaking up I try to wrap my mind around the fact that we’ve been together For so long but now our love for each other has faded Let’s admit that we are both comfortable with each other Too comfortable How is this relationship even healthy anymore? We’re so comfortable to the point where we can’t be honest anymore It’s pathetic I guess we’re both cowards wit no balls We can’t admit that we want to separate Tell me honey is it rejection or the thought of being alone? I’ll tell you why I don’t want to leave You’re the only one who’s accepted me for who I am The only one who respects my space and creativity The one who knows how to treat me like a lady You’re the one who pushed me into my dreams Babe you’re the one who’s been there every step of the way How would I be repaying you if I left? Don’t think that I don’t feel guilty for thinking these unkind thoughts I feel bad every time the thought crosses my mind Or when someone asks how our relationship is going We’ve always been honest with each other but why not now? It’s as if time has stopped on our relationship But each day we look in the mirror we’re getting older And drawing apart from each other It’s bad, because now were emotionless and inconsiderate The other night when you left I didn’t call to see if you were alright and got there safe And when you came back in the morning- You didn’t make me a plate What kind of love is that? We work in the same studio but take different cars We sleep in separate beds on different floors of our house I go out and never tell you where I am And you never ask The other night I saw you flirting with Lisa And I was rooting for you, hoping that would go somewhere But you met my gaze and walked out of the room Since then I haven’t seen Lisa I care for you deeply but that’s not enough I know you love me, but it’s the love for a long lost friend The love for a childhood memory- I’ll always be there but you’re growing up I respect that Babe I have to tell you I don’t feel any sparks I don’t get excited You don’t run on my mind I keep secrets from you Hence this big one For a while I’ve only been thinkin about me Me alone Maybe I should leave the group Is that the best option? I don’t have anywhere to turn to Can I walk away now? The clock has stopped ticking for us I need to fly away now Is it impolite of me to say goodbye? I thought I’d never be in a long relationship This was my first And I know it was yours too Love I remember everything but now I don’t smile I want to though…will you let me? Would you mind if I walked away from it all? I want to be alone I’m not so scared of standing on my own I know I won’t be for a long time But do you know what…Nine years is a quite long I respect the work you do I remember what we had And compare it to what we have It’s not the same The relationship is as different as night and day As uneven as the number three I don’t want it to be this way for you or me I want to explore but I’ve explored enough with you The kisses used to have a meaning They usually led to something We both agreed to stop that cuz now we both feel weird Those touches you had on me Now I feel goose bumps but not for the right reasons The smile that had me weak in the knees Now makes me stand in good posture I know that we will always be friends *We have that deep connection but it’s not meant for us to be lovers I know that we’ve both tried and given it our all But like every chapter, we need to move on Just like every book comes to an end Every song can play again but it’s usually on repeat We met each other when we were young We’ve made our song; we’ve made more than one Seriously…do you wanna press repeat? Would it hurt more the second and third time? Let’s just leave it once for the record player I’m tired of hearing it You are my best friend; I’d rather have you be that then nothing at all It’s unfortunate that you cannot be both Remember what I told you “Jack of all traits masters none” Its better this way, excel as my friend But let me find my true lover I want you to be happy and as sad as it may seem I know you’re not happy with me No hard feelings, I’m not hurt at all love We need to be free Free from each other Let us both smile for good causes Let us make jokes and laugh about this I’m perfectly fine and I know you will be too You’re a wonderful guy; it’s just that our time is up We shouldn’t worry about growing old alone We are both great people; here is where we’re both stubborn The heart tells it all Our mind wants to say it We need to move on Just promise that you’ll always be my friend In the stillness remembering what we had But now we have to move on
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